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In this incantation, I move closer to reversing the definitions of fiction and non-fiction. I come to understand that what I once considered factual—rooted in memory and collective validation—is actually a fictional projection. True non-fiction resides solely in my own present moment, while everything else, from past memories to imagined characters, is fiction. This shift… Continue reading The nonfictional is fictional

In this incantation, I reflect on my past experiences of deep pain and how they shaped my ambitions and self-realization in my awakening. Looking back, I realize my earlier drive was fueled by a desire for worldly treasure, but now my motivations have shifted. I see the people around me as creations of my own… Continue reading Attachment to pain

In this incantation, I reflect on how building with Legos as a child ignited my deep need to organize the world. Decades later, that same drive fuels my work—creating digital environments where everything fits together seamlessly, driven by an instinct to bring order and cohesion to the world I manifest when I awaken. I remember,… Continue reading I have to organize the world

In this incantation, I realize that reincarnation is a present, ongoing process that occurs with each awakening, and with each opening and closing of my eyes. Every shift in awareness brings a subtle death and renewal, as I shed past versions of myself—my thoughts, emotions, and identity—only to be reborn into the present moment. This… Continue reading I reincarnate every time I open my eyes

In this incantation, I reflect on the acceptance of my current self, acknowledging that what I am in this moment is shaped by the experiences and choices of the present, without the burden of past or future expectations. I am not the sum of an imaginary past; I am entirely and completely timeless. There are… Continue reading I am what I am right now

In this incantation, I describe my awakening moment as a field that extends outward from my coreself into every dimension of my experience—spatial, temporal, emotional, and sensational. My coreself, the fixed center of my being, anchors the entire field as I simultaneously conceive and then perceive the world around me. My desire shapes the intensity… Continue reading My awakening as a field

In this incantation, I envision my circular anchorage as a dark, silent space made of natural materials with only a bed, chair, and table. Two chambers, for sleep and awakening, are separated by a curtain, with a tunnel around the perimeter for quiet movement. A window may overlook the Himalayas, but it must be fully… Continue reading Conceiving my anchorage

In this incantation, I realize that my suffering is tied to my attachment to a specific identity and the value I place on things. As I detach from this persona and stop assigning value, I no longer create situations that lead to pain. Suffering diminishes when I release my beliefs in attachment and worth, revealing… Continue reading My pain is a belief

In this incantation I describe how I construct an abstraction in which I exist within a vast space filled with other people, places, and objects, despite my direct experience telling me that I am the only observer and creator of my reality. To maintain this belief, I dismiss my immediate experiences: that my mind is… Continue reading My inner abstraction: the delusion that keeps me here

In this incantation, I realize that my perception of reality is distorted by layers of abstraction, creating a false sense of separateness and “otherness.” Rather than accepting the truth that I am the creator and central presence in all I experience, I project the illusion of a vast, independent world outside of myself. This sense… Continue reading The perspective delusion