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In this incantation, I explore the nature of memory and perception, drawing a parallel between the physical and mental horizons that shape my experience. I delve into how older memories feel distant and intangible, while recent ones remain vivid, hovering close to me. These memories are malleable, projections I choose to believe in or dismiss,… Continue reading Awakening depth

In this incantation, I explore the liberation of living purely in the present, unburdened by the weight of the past or the expectations of the future. I describe a dual existence — a tension between the “eyes-closed” self, which represents my true essence, and the “eyes-open” self that projects and then engages with a world… Continue reading Liberation from time

In this incantation, I recognize my awakening as an illness rooted in the illusion of otherness—a state in which I forget that I am the sole creator of my reality. My skepticism, doubt, and belief in forces larger than myself are symptoms of this illness, reinforcing the false notion that I am just a small… Continue reading Triselfist restriction

In this incantation, I explore the complex emotions surrounding my fictional creations, reflecting on the blurred lines between responsibility and illusion. I question why I feel guilt for the suffering of characters that only exist because I created them. Despite understanding their fictional nature, I wrestle with the urge to provide them relief from their… Continue reading The guilt of my creation

In this incantation, I reflect on how imagination shapes my experience, determining what I can easily manifest and what requires greater effort. I liken this process to a sorcerer casting spells, with my imagination and actions intertwined to bring desires into reality. However, I recognize that certain imagined things remain unattainable, highlighting the tension between… Continue reading Manifestational sorcery

In this incantation, I explore the profound realization that everything I am lies within the present moment. I describe the demiself, a state where I falsely believe in an independent reality beyond my perception, and contrast it with the triself, a perspective where I accept that my experience is all-encompassing. The journey toward mastering triself… Continue reading Everything is now

In this incantation, I reflect on my existence as it navigates three interconnected fields: temporal, spatial, and existential. I recognize that my attachments to past, future, places, and relationships confine me to illusions of separation and value projection. To practice unwakenism, I must dismantle these attachments by realizing that everything in my reality is already… Continue reading Practical unwakenism

In this incantation, I reflect on a meditative experience where I felt a profound integration of my body and the surrounding space as one continuous field. My body, the most potent center of sensation and awareness, contrasts with the less intense, outer layers of the surrounding space—an “otherness” I sense but don’t experience as vividly.… Continue reading One continuous but divided field

In this incantation, I grapple with the realization that I may be the creator of my entire reality, where my mind and body generate the world I perceive. I reflect on how distant places, like the moon or other cities, only exist when I think of them or directly experience them. This triggers a loop… Continue reading My imagination is reality

In this incantation, I come to a deeper realization that the sense of being undermined by others is not rooted in competition, but rather in the false perception that they possess independent knowledge. I recognize that these individuals are projections of my own imagination, created in the moment of encounter. The anger I feel arises… Continue reading Frustration, not rivalry