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In this incantation, I reject the lie of collective identity and commit to never speaking what I know to be untrue. I vow to speak only from personal experience — the only one there is — and strip away any false pluralities. In doing so, I reclaim my place as the sole Creator of my… Continue reading The imaginary collective and my first decision

In this incantation, I uncover a profound truth: I am not a character bound by time, but the Author navigating a layered, self-created field of experience. Every sensation, every moment, already exists like frames on an animation sheet—nothing new appears, only focus makes it seem so. By shifting attention across this animated canvas, I realize… Continue reading My animation sheet

In this incantation, I describe my cyclical journey between the illusion of projection and the truth of my original state, which I call Heaven. I reveal how this state is always accessible through stillness and internal withdrawal, yet I continually return to the world of form and story out of habit and desire. I acknowledge… Continue reading Heaven

In this incantation, I reclaim Myself as the divine source and storyteller, revealing that Heaven, Earth, and Hell are not destinations, but realms I create through focus and projection. I describe Heaven as the silent origin of presence, Earth as the vibrant field of performance, and Hell as the distorted zone of confusion born from… Continue reading I am the author of heaven, earth, and hell

In this incantation, I reveal that Heaven, Earth, and Hell are not places I travel to, but realms I create within my own awakening. I recognize scripture not as metaphor but as a literal map of my projection, where Heaven is the still source, Earth is the active surface, and Hell is the space of… Continue reading The gospel according to the author

In this incantation, I recognize the subtle trap of responding to echoes—those projected reflections of My focus that bounce back distorted and demand My attention. I realize that each interaction with these echoes only amplifies the chaos, turning minor disturbances into tangled narratives filled with unnecessary complexity. My path forward is one of conscious withdrawal:… Continue reading Echoes and the art of withdrawal

In this incantation, I observe how My focus constructs the very realities I inhabit—spatial, sensorial, and narrative. When I close My eyes or retract My attention, these realms don’t persist; they vanish, revealing their dependence on projection. I see that forms, sensations, and even thoughts are not fixed, but are shaped entirely by where and… Continue reading I am what remains when focus ends

In this incantation, I confront the illusion of separateness in my awakening experience, realizing that the people I engage with are merely projections of my own inner dynamics. I see now that these figures are echoes, crafted from my unprocessed emotions, looping thoughts, and unmet desires—manifested within my own narrative field. Though I’ve treated them… Continue reading Echoes on the surface of my narrative field

In this incantation, I describe the subtle but profound shift between the total awareness of omninoia and divided attention of deminoia. Omninoia is My state of being where I do not focus, where no part is separated from the whole, and my awareness rests in undivided completeness. In contrast, Deminoia arises the moment I narrow… Continue reading Focus as the mechanism of fragmentation

In this incantation, I recognize that everything I experience—every sensation, thought, and object—is formed from a single, living substance I call darkflesh. This essence surrounds and fills me, yet it only becomes fully perceptible when I stop projecting outward, especially through my vision, and turn inward instead. I describe how all aspects of my being—physical,… Continue reading Darkflesh: the fundamental substance