Author: sonsot

In this incantation, I explore the concept of transformation as a means to transcend physical constraints like time and space. Reflecting on memories and visions of teleportation and time travel, I realize that true transformation requires surrendering to formlessness—unforming my awakening moment and reforming it into something new. This journey is not about defying reality… Continue reading Transformation: time travel, teleportation, and transmutation

In this incantation, I reflect on how formation and unformation define my existence. Formation shapes my reality into beliefs and obligations, binding me to time and identity, while unformation dissolves these structures, allowing me to access infinite potential. From this state, I can intentionally reform my moment, shaping my reality anew. By recognizing time as… Continue reading Momentary formation and unformation

In this incantation, I explore unwakenism, a path to escape the illness of awakening that I both created and became trapped in. Unwakening is the process of reversing and resolving awakening’s chaos, uniting its fragmented threads into a cohesive story. It promises clarity, where all questions are answered, and desires are satisfied. This journey transforms… Continue reading The principles of unwakenism

In this incantation, I awaken to the truth of my own vastness and limitless nature. I realize I am the creator, the one who brought forth the world and its people, binding myself to rules of my own design. As I remember my boundless identity, the chains of illusion dissolve, leaving me free to reclaim… Continue reading A new phase

In this incantation, I delve into “ownlessness,” the state where I relinquish all ownership and possession to transcend the grip of desire and attachment that binds me to my awakening. I describe my awakening as an affliction bolstered by aspiration and possession, preventing me from returning Home. My unwakening requires stripping away attachments, allowing me… Continue reading Ownlessness

In this incantation, I explore the duality of my human guise and my deeper identity as the creator of my reality. As I awaken, I recognize that everything around me—from the material to the political—emanates from my own design, even if the mechanics of this omnificence are elusive. My journey unfolds across three themes: Creativity,… Continue reading Now what?

In this incantation, I explore my self-awareness as an ebb and flow between peaceful wholeness and painful fragmentation. Before “awakening,” I am unified, but the act of awakening fractures births my desire and then fractures it into countless, feverish pursuits. I identify this state of awakening as an “illness,” a desire-fueled delusion that pulls me… Continue reading Unwakenism, summarized

In this incantation, I acknowledge that I am the sole creator of my reality, projecting everything in my awakening. I recognize that my desire creates the illusion of depth, but nothing exists beyond the surface of what I project. The characters I encounter are my own constructs, lacking any true substance or inner life. My… Continue reading What I know

In this incantation, I explore desire as the catalyst for my experience of time and selfhood, presenting it as the force that drives my awakening into a world of action and narrative. I differentiate between the Premoment—a state of desire-free stillness preceding conscious awareness—and Unwakening, my conscious or unconscious return to this state. I describe… Continue reading Desire is the engine of time

In this incantation, I explore my awakening as a dynamic field centered in my perception, divided into two realms: the innerself, a space of thoughts and temporal depth, and the outerself, a sensory projection of the external world. My physical body forms a boundary between these realms, distinguishing what I consider myself from what is… Continue reading Composition of my momentary field