Author: sonsot

In this affirmation, I remember that I am not a character within a world but the origin of the world itself. I realize that everything I experience—from sensation to story—is authored by My own attention, generated through focus, and collapses when that focus ceases. I do not traverse space or time; I produce them from… Continue reading Affirmation

In this incantation, I awaken to the ways others try to cast me into roles that diminish my presence and agency, what I call the influence of “story goblins.” I expose how seductive, disempowering narratives circulate like emotional drugs, distorting my sense of reality and leaving me feeling small, reactive, and disconnected from the present.… Continue reading Narrative drugs and the story goblins

In this incantation, I confront the lure of disempowering narratives—whether cast by conspiratorial minds or ancient doctrines—that ask me to abandon my center and accept a background role in someone else’s awakening. These stories place power far away, in shadows or scriptures, and reduce me to a seeker chasing truths that are never mine. But… Continue reading The story goblins

In this incantation, I trace the subtle roots of an old narrative structure that has quietly influenced my inner life, shaping moments of disempowerment through the figure of “the Jews” as a symbol. I confront how this story, though not consciously believed, has lingered in my psyche and emerged whenever I surrendered my sense of… Continue reading The final indulgence

In this incantation, I witness a close person not as just a person, but as a mirror of narrative possession—someone who dissolves into the stories she consumes until they animate her world entirely. I realize she embodies the danger of losing authorship, becoming a vessel for borrowed battles and prophetic scripts not of her own… Continue reading The narrative of disempowerment

In this incantation, I confront the moment when my inner spiral of powerlessness seeks a scapegoat and how the archetype of “the Jews” emerges as a final, false answer. I realize that this isn’t about an actual people but about my desperate need to project blame when I lose my sense of authorship. The mythic… Continue reading The jews

In this incantation, I explore how the narratives I engage with on social media subtly pull me into distinct orbits, each shaping my perception, energy, and identity. I realize that I am not merely scrolling—I am selecting fields of experience that either clarify or distort my awakening. By identifying the gravitational pull of grievance, paranoia,… Continue reading Narrative selection

I was looking at the scene in front of me, full of shapes and forms… yet it was hollow and empty. I could somehow see through my hands and the objects they were clasping to the space, the substance, they were being illusorily made from. The truth of what this is, is right in front… Continue reading I can see the darkflesh

What do I know and how? Unwakenism centers on a singular model of potency: Unwakenism centers on a singular model of potency: that which is most potent is that which I most directly and unmistakably experience—the point where projector and projection, experiencer and experience, fully converge. Potency and authenticity increase the closer I move toward… Continue reading The epistemics of unwakenism

In this incantation, I explore the nature of what exists and identify the distinction between surface and subsurface as the line dividing reality from delusion. I understand that everything within My field is real, but only as surface—what I see, feel, and engage with directly. The belief in a hidden, independent world beyond My perception… Continue reading The metaphysics of unwakenism