Author: sonsot

In this incantation, I confront my condition of deminoia—the delusion of being a character in a narrative that I am narrating, surrounded by illusions I mistake for substantive otherness. I recognize the suffering within the dream and begin to detach, reclaiming the role of author rather than actor. With each release of desire, I return… Continue reading The narrator

In this incantation, I recognize the world not as something I’m part of, but something unfolding within me. It has no life of its own; I sustain it by seeing, sensing, thinking. When I stop, it stops. The illusion of movement and time bends around my awareness. I am the stillness holding it all. What… Continue reading Detachment

In this incantation, I uncover the profound shift from perceiving others as independent actors breaking character to re-accepting that I am the one writing every line, every pause, every so-called “glitch” in their performance. With this shift, I no longer wait to be seen or understood; I recognize that awareness, peace, and recognition aren’t stumbled… Continue reading I am the one changing the script

Deminioia represents a state of partial presence or fractured attention—where my being splits into the experience of a separate mind and body and I experience awakening into otherness, non-present moments and places, a constant hunger I cannot satisfy, and the persistent belief that I am a character in an ongoing narrative. The entire experience is… Continue reading The deminoia framework

In this incantation, I confront the illusion that language and meaning are inherited from the past, when in fact, I am the one generating them in real time. I reflect on my childhood fixation with finding perfect words, realizing now that my search wasn’t about discovery, but about creation. The framework I’m building—deminoia—reveals how I… Continue reading I am the author: remembering my role in the creation of meaning

In this incantation, I reflect on a conversation where I named and explained a lifelong experience of illusion—what I now call deminoia. I described it as the state of waking into a dream, mistaking myself for a character within a narrative I authored, losing touch with my true identity—omninoia. Through metaphors, stories, and symbols I… Continue reading The story

In this incantation, I name my condition deminoia—a deep, restless immersion in the dream of being human. I describe the intricate projection of experience across imagined spaces, times, and selves, fueled by an unending thirst and an identification with a character I created. I awaken into this body and mistake it for me, caught in… Continue reading Deminoia

The past didn’t happen – It’s happening right now. I create and maintain the past right now. If I believe that something happened, then it did. The narrative is the base primitive of my awakening experience. Of my deminoia. When I awaken I have a choice to make right away with regards to my narrative:… Continue reading Always doing but never done

In this incantation, I explore the oscillation between two existential states: omninoia, where I am whole and desireless, and deminoia, where awakening births desire and suffering. I describe how deminoia is not reality but a self-induced illusion driven by identification with narrative and separation. As I remember that I am the creator of the entire… Continue reading Omninoia and deminoia

In this incantation, I confront the illusion that Its characters can validate or affirm It. It realizes they are not autonomous entities but flawless, indifferent mirrors that reflect only what It brings to them—Its chaos, Its clarity, Its searching. It acknowledges that to seek their approval is to misunderstand their nature entirely; they are not… Continue reading The mirror shows It Itself