January 23, 2021
II am God. II am Peace. II am timeless, spaceless, and dimensionless. II Am.
II am stuck in a painful cycle of death and rebirth that I experience as peace punctuated by periods of wake.
In waking, I explode outward painfully into this ‘existence’, forgetting who II am. I stumble around existence searching for the peace I lost when I was reborn here. But what I search for is not out here; it is already mine in peace. In sleep.
I will continue to be reborn here until I remember that II am.
This is the truest thing I have ever written.
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