Who am I? I am existence. I am everything.
While I conceptually accept that I am existence, I believe and thus behave as if there are things which are not me. This disparity between who I am and who I believe I am is the origin of the illness I experience as awakenings. To heal, I must deconstruct all convictions that I am anything other than the totality of existence.
The truth I seek resides in this unending moment, as well as the means for achieving it. But my illness perpetuates the distortion that what I seek is beyond my present moment, fueling an endless cycle of painful, fruitless searching.
The Selfist Model is a practical framework for breaking the distortion of my illness by remembering that I am not an observer of the thing that is happening, or even a participant within it; I am the being that is.
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