I am everything, and everything is me. I can visualize the shape of my presence through the triself. But within the triself itself, how can I account for creativity? For example, right now I am utilizing my Secondself to generate words and symbols in Thirdself as content, which encapsulates Secondself ideas. I am projecting Secondself into Thirdself, leaving an imprint in the shape of this journal full of typed, digitally-stored words that represent Secondself meaning.
Yet before the activity of projection from Secondself and into Thirdself, there is an entire context which itself is also created. First, there is the space and all of the objects that cushion and cradle my Thirdself body. In this moment, it is a darkened, rectangular altar room draped with black curtains, with very little light, natural or otherwise.
Upon the chair in which I sit is a table propping up a laptop in which I am projecting my Secondself thoughts as digital characters on a screen. That must have been created as well — the computer, the table upon which it rests, and the entire room and place in which I am busy converting my thoughts into digital characters.
There are different levels of creativity and manifestation. At the very foundational level is the Secondself and Thirdself spaces I awaken into. In more familiar language: my inner body, outer body, and the outer world. All of this stuff that I experience in both Secondself and Thirdself has an origin; it has to be created. This is the first, lowest, and most fundamental level of creativity.
First I manifest the framework of my awakening — the Secondself chamber of thoughts, feelings, aspirations, and sensations. Then I create my Thirdself chamber of physical space full of objects in movement, changing. Once I have created my Secondself and then my Thirdself, I enter another level of creativity; I work on forming specific objects and conditions through the interaction of my Secondself desires and Thirdself conditions. I write in my journal. I buy and possess things. I create a company. I create virtual avatars within Fourthself environments online.
There is a hierarchy of manifestation that starts when I awaken, extending through to all my creative performances and activities throughout. These different modes of creativity rely on different mechanisms and constraints for their projection. I will more thoroughly define these in future incantations.
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