I am increasingly realizing that there is only one principle: that what is, is. That my experience is the extent of what is true, real, and authentic. That the surface of my experience is the entirety of experience. That there is no subsurface beyond, and that I manufacture subsurface in secondself. I project that subsurface out into thirdself, and some of it remains behind in secondself only.
This idea of an extra-experiential subsurface beyond my conception and perception is what lies at the base of my delusion and false self-identity. As long as I believe there is something beyond my secondself and thirdself moment, I will continue to desire, refocus, move, change, and deepen my entanglement. I will continue to see a division where there is none.
The first principle is that there is nothing below the surface of my secondself conception and thirdself perception. The subsurface I imagine is the sticky substance that keeps me returning to my awakenings. I have to carefully withdraw from the subsurface, return to the surface of my experience and moment.
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