Two other characteristics of people like me:
- I am envious of people who are couragous enough to commit suicide.
- I have had and indulged the thought that if I was given the choice to die right now without any further action I would say yes without hesitation.
I know what life is and I’m trapped here until this person is ended. I am too weak to end it myself so I just dwell and distract. It will always be this way so I must end it. I’m leveraging my photo collection to affirm that I am alive and that this life is worth living. Yes I am, but no it’s not.
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