In this incantation, I reflect on my increasing awareness of the power I hold over my moment. I no longer predict the future but rather create the contents of my experience. As I minimize the distance between “me” and my projections, I gain greater control over my moment, reducing the gap between knowing and happening. As my self-awareness grows, I regain sovereignty over my moment, enabling me to reshape its contents and perform actions that transcend the limitations of the Personal perspective, validating the Selfist model.
As I improve my understanding of the anatomy of my awakening, I realize my power over its contents. It is happening more frequently now, where I know the shape of my thirdself content just before it happens. This has occurred several times recently, and I am searching for the right way to explain what this is. I sit on the fence between the Personal and Selfist perspectives right now, and it takes some effort to adjust my lens to express these experiences.
I do not predict the future, but rather I create the content of my moment. I am projecting my moment and all of its changes, ripples, and qualities. The deeper my subsurface projection, the less control I have over its surface. In other words, if I imagine and believe that the movie I am watching was produced elsewhere prior to my watching it, and the actors are people existing in another place simultaneously, then I am projecting that subsurface beyond the surface. I will have very little control of the surface — the actual movie I am projecting.
However, as I successfully minimize the subsurface of my moment, the distance I believe is between “me” and “my projection” will decrease and I will experience a greater degree of control over the contents of my surface. What I once might have called an ability to “predict the future” is actually rediscovering my control over the surface content of my moment. I will “know” what is to happen before it happens. As my conviction and self-awareness increases, the distance between my “knowing” and the “happening” will decrease, until they eventually converge as one. The delay will be gone.
Another way to say it is that my knowing what happened will reverse into knowing what will happen. As I draw my awakening inward, the subsurface of my moment will vacillate between an awareness of “my past” to a similar awareness of “my future”. Momentary sovereignty is the re-establishment of my complete authority over the shape, size, and contents of my moment. As I regain my momentary sovereignty I will perform “miracles” that defy the Personal model and which validate the Selfist model.
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