One of the beliefs that keeps me lost is that there is a right and wrong answer to every question, and the truth I seek lies at the end of a series of questions I ask. But the truth I seek is not an answer, nor does it arise from a question. It does not lie at the end of a path of inquiry. What I seek is right here, right now, in this moment. It is believing without questioning, and knowing without answering.
I am trapped in a series of painful awakenings, and my only goal is release from this cycle. Release that comes from asleepening. The only ideology I need is the one that destroys the ideology I hold.
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