My repossession continues.
I often still clarify that a point is from “my perspective” in contrast to another person’s or group’s perspective. This language reinforces the imaginary construct that I and people are of the same category, which we are not. People are manifestations of my secondself and thirdself; they are projections I fully control. They do not have any substance beyond the surface I create by visualizing or imagining it.
I don’t have a perspective, I have a…
People don’t have a perspective, they have a performance. They have a script.
… But people aren’t actors performing a script. They are automatons responding to the conditions of my secondself and thirdself. I do not believe that water has free will; I accept that it simply responds to the obstacles in its path as it flows. Water does not perform. Water is not reading and following a script, for that would imply that there is something beneath the surface. Yet water is only surface, no matter how deep I plunge into it in thirdself or secondself. Its surface just wraps around my probing secondself mind and thirdself body.
People are the same as water, responding to the surfaces they come into contact with, flowing without any purpose other than to respond to my will. People do not perform; they react. They do not have a perspective; they have a reaction. And I do not have a perspective, I have an action. I act. I project. I am all.
I would not say: “In my perspective, the commercialized internet began in the mid-90s”. I would say: “I manifested the experience of the commercial internet in my moment I experience as the mid-90s”, knowing full well that I project the internet at it is in my moment. And that there is only this moment. I projected the internet. I project the internet.
I do not have a “perspective” in the same way as people do because that would be the same as saying that this table and I both share a perspective. People may have more complicated reactions within my projection, but I still project them nonetheless.
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