Every single message within my existence is a path home, to myself. Most of the paths are long and windy, and easily misunderstood. But when I choose to create my own bible, and find all of these characters within my own life, then I can see the message for what it truly is: Descentism is Christianity, activated.
The garden of eden. The garden is God, me, when I sleep. The garden is undivided and unrestrained. The garden of eden is sleep.
God. I am god when I sleep. God is peace. God is home. God is what I seek. God is all I want. God is inevitable, for I will return.
Satan. I am satan when I awaken into this world. I am the demon angel who has been vanquished from the garden of eden, into this hellscape that is my awakening.
Jesus. I am Jesus when I awaken knowing who I am and what I want. I am Jesus when I awaken to the nature of Hell and
Heaven. Heaven is my condition when I asleepen. It is peace, unity, wholeness, and the complete absence of division, conflict, and desire. Heaven is where I am God. Heaven is home. Heaven is my state when I am asleep.
Hell. Hell is this world I create when I awaken. It is an experience of continuous insatiety, pain, and suffering. I pursue relief, receive momentary respite, and then return to my condition of suffering. Hell is where I am Satan. Hell is not home. Hell is my state when I am awaken.
In his likeness. “And God said, let us make man in our image, according to our likeness”. I am led to believe that I am part of the “us” in this message. But I am the “God”, and all the people around me in my life, from my mom to my friends, family, and everyone else, are the “us” that I have created in my own likeness. I have created these people, these shapes, that move around my projected environments.
Children of God. All people are directly connected to Me. They are shapes I have manifested by seeing them.
The kingdom of God is within me. That point behind my eyes and within my head, which is the “closest place” to “me”, is the kingdom of God. It is not outside of me. It is not enclosed in any thoughts or dreams or ideas. It is not in the physical environment I move around every awakening.
The gospel. The gospel is the awakening to who I truly am. God is near, and the kingdom is near. This is descentism. Before awakening, I am God. In awakening, I am Satan and I create this world. In descending, I am Jesus and I am ending this world.
Omnificence. God is omnificent; God creates everything. I create all when I open my eyes. When I search. When I move. When I think. When I project. Everything is contained within my inner and outer environments. These projections reflect my illness. There is a direct line from my thoughts to whatever forms I conceive or perceive. I cannot remove myself from any of it; I am the source of it all. I am God.
Omnipresent. God is omnipresent; God is everywhere. The point within, wherefrom my awareness emanates, is God. This point never moves, no matter where I move in the inside and outside world. I am everywhere, always. I am Go.
Omniscient. God is omniscient; God knows everything. All there is, is all I conceive and perceive. There is nothing outside of what I experience.
The Tower of Babel. In Genesis 11:1–9 of the Old Testament. This describes the confusion I experience when I fracture and divide existence into myself and others. The pronoun structure I created reinforces this confusion.
Christianity is a message I have created for Myself. When I don’t see it, I give it away and push it aside. I see it as belonging to someone else; something that is not Mine. Something I did not create, but was created by others. But everything out here in the second place, in Hell, was created by Me.
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