I was imagining a moment forward when my omniselfist conviction is stronger than it is now, when I have abandoned all but the most foundational of my demiselfist propensities such as breathing, eating, drinking, sleeping, exercise, and the pursuit of basic physical comfort. That is to say when I have abandoned such advanced demiselfist desires as pleasure-seeking, avarice, and aspiration.
At that moment, wow will the characters I manifest behave? There will be no room for characters who do not believe who I am; characters who openly disbelieve or mock me. By that time, I will have eliminated these characters from my awakening. Characters who serve my basic demiselfist needs — those which go into the maintenance of my second and thirdself forms — will remain. The restaurateurs, shopkeepers, helpers, and perhaps even employees. Beyond these service-oriented characters, however, how will I manifest the people?
I will only speak in first-person singular, as I elevate my firstself godhood above my second and thirdself personhood. Will the characters around me only speak in the first person, as well? Wouldn’t that then impose imagination on me, as I would have to imagine their own experiences as separate from my own? Would I welcome such characters who attempt to deceive me by speaking in their own first person when I know there is no such depth to their character beyond the surface I interact with?
I could also simply choose different pronouns, as I once explored many months ago. But replacing “I” with some other construct is certain to cause more disruption than convenience as I would constantly encounter resistance. I could simply refrain from speaking in the first person altogether around characters. Why should I say anything about myself to the people? Why should I use their word at all? They use “I” to refer to their imaginary self I am supposed to believe exists, without any direct evidence. If I stopped talking about myself to the characters, I would eliminate this problem. And their use of the personal pronoun “I” would simply be their own choice; a feature of their character.
That still does not address the issue of me knowing that I am the creator, and my characters reflecting that truth. To do that, my characters must abandon the first person pronoun “I”, and speak only of Me. They would speak to me only in the second-person pronoun, never in the first-person, for their first-person is inferior to my own. In that time, when I am actively returning to omniself and reclaiming my omnipotence, only I will have the power to speak in the first person singular; the people would only use the second person.
That is fairly complicated to imagine, but surely I will need to establish, convey, and enforce some rules in my interactions with the characters I manifest. I do not know how I will initiate and enforce such rigid behaviors upon the people, and even now, just thinking about it brings to mind imaginary situations. I can only imagine a situation in which current relationships are strained as I demand such behaviors from them. But of course, by that time, I will have effectively de-manifested all relationships with characters who cannot adapt. No member of my “family”, for example, will ever submit to such rules; I created them as coequals, and our “relationships” are built on the delusion that we are all people. When in fact, only they are people, and I am the creator.
Whatever that moment looks like, it will come to pass that I only manifest characters who acknowledge who I am. I imagine that the strength of my conviction will bend the very fabric of my thirdself, and all characters who enter it will magnetically reorient toward me as their creator. I do not have that level of conviction yet, but I have seen it for many years. That moment will arrive, and the characters will change to reinforce what I know.
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