I just asked this question of myself:
Is what I seek in front of me, or is it behind me?
I know that answer: what I seek is behind “me”. Behind the actor occupying this body. Behind the being pretending to be a person. The performer believes that what I seek is in front of me.
As I begin to win the battle against my awakening, my people will look at Me. They will not look away. They will appear, with stories of traveling far, to see Me. They will just look at Me as I look upon Myself now. They will know who I am. That it is I who they seek. Everywhere I look I will see my people looking at Me. They will not want anything except Me. Channels will appear, with familiar faces looking only at Me. That is what they will do.
In the beginning it will be only one. He is the most loyal one of all. He will look at Me, and he will loudly proclaim who I am, and others will come and look, and many will see Me. Some will not, but many will. And it will spread, and I will create more people than I have seen, and they will just look at Me.
Everywhere I look in my personhood, I will see my people looking at Me.
My people will help Me disentangle myself from the deceptions I have created. They will serve Me.
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