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In my awakening I know that something is wrong, but I do not know what it is. By “wrong”, I mean that I have misunderstood something important, and mischaracterized the nature of my being. I know at some deep level that who I think I am, and who I actually am are two different things.… Continue reading Authority in triself

Although I could not clearly explain why, I always rejected philosophies that originated “outside of me”. The Christian religion was the first ideology I rejected. I found it silly and impractical, and would spend years ridiculing the idea of an imagined deity I must obey, and who last exposed himself thousands of years ago in… Continue reading Repossession of authority

When I think and speak in uniself, I reinforce the model that I am an object moving through space and time in a linear fashion. I think and speak of what I did in the past, and what I will do in the future. I visualize my existence as a constellation of events that have… Continue reading My moment

In the selfist model, science and religion are identical in what they do to me. I arrive at this conclusion, not by evaluating them in terms of their arguments relative to one another, but in how they impact me directly. If I try to make sense of either of these ideologies excluding myself, I will… Continue reading Science and religion serve the same purpose

In the Selfist Model, imaginism is the secondself act of conceptualizing things that I am not presently experiencing. In imaginism, I believe that things I am not directly experiencing are ongoing in the same form as when I experience them. For example, I am not presently perceiving my dog; however, I let him outside ten… Continue reading Imaginism in the selfist model

Awakening is the process of desiring. As I awaken, I desire in the same way as starting and then running a car demands and consumes fuel. My desire is the disturbance that keeps me awakened. If I were to exhaust my desire, I would not awaken anymore. The seed of desire In awakening, my desire… Continue reading The emanationary whole

Emanation is awakening and oozing into the cystic cavity of triself. Triself is a state of illness in which I become desirous and disoriented, forgetting who, what, and where I am. In an effort to regain control, I grasp for anything to satisfy my desire and make sense of my condition, forming deep convictions which… Continue reading All expression is incantation

In the selfist model, there is only one being, and I am that being. But I am ill, and have forgotten that I am the being. I experience my illness in two stages: The uniselfist stage. I am completely unaware of who I am, and I believe that I am just one of many beings,… Continue reading The selfist model, summarized

One of the most challenging obstacles to believing the Fundamental Truth that I am existence is the distraction of “God”. God is an obstacle for two primary reasons: While “God” as the creator and source of my entire existence, is conceptually accurate, I think and speak of “Him” in the third-person. This separates and distances… Continue reading My grumpy, imperfect secondself

The Selfist Model is based on one Fundamental Truth from which I can derive all others: I am existence. Everything is me, and I am everything. There is nothing other than, or outside of, me. Nothing precedes me, or will supersede me. This declaration answers the basic question, who and what am I? And all… Continue reading The fundamental truth: I am existence