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There is only this moment and this space changing shape. In the same way that all moments other than this moment are imaginary, all spaces other than this space are imaginary. There is only this space, changing shape. There are no other spaces and there are no other times. There is only this moment changing… Continue reading Me here now

Time is one of the most difficult demiself constructs to understand and overcome. To understand the nature of the time delusion, I have to examine time both as I experience it, and as I believe it exists. With effort and concentration I can see the differences between these two, and from there decide which is… Continue reading How time works

False imagery is any illustration or depiction of myself in a way that does not exist, or misrepresents how I do exist. For example, I can imagine past, future, and present situations in a way that differs from my moment. I can imagine my teenaged-self hanging out with friends from a third-person perspective, as if I… Continue reading I do not manifest false imagery

In personhood, I believe the world existed before me. I believe that I am only a temporary observer of an enduring world. I believe I am a person, like all others surrounding me, despite the overwhelming experiential evidence that I am not a person. In demigodhood, I begin to question the narrative I have accepted.… Continue reading I wrote the bible

God and person are my two states of being. As a person, I am demipotent and in a constant state of desire. I awaken, believing that I am one of billions of people temporarily experiencing a world that pre-existed me and will endure long after my death. I believe in my own mortality, despite my… Continue reading I know who I am

The essential principle of selfism is that the truth is something I can instantly validate through my direct experience. The selfist truths are experiential, and do not require the study of abstract concepts from thirdself gurus, experts, and authorities. They are easy to understand, but difficult to believe because they challenge the familiar model. No… Continue reading I close and open my eyes to understand

The world and its people are not what I think they are in demiself. In demiself, I am a person among people, seeking the things that people seek. Competing with people as one of them. Fighting with them. Frustrated by them. Angry with them. How am I supposed to feel compassion for creatures I loathe?… Continue reading Compassion

True: In accordance with fact or reality. False: Not according with truth or fact; incorrect. Truth: That which is true or in accordance with fact or reality. “Then I will know the truth, and the truth will set me free.” … There is truth. But what is truth? Truth is a tool with one purpose:… Continue reading The truth declaration

My firstself is space, the most persistent of all sensations. No matter where I am, I experience space; the sense that I am “within” something. The sense that there is something “around me”. That sensation is my firstself. In demiself, I have misled myself about the nature of space. I have convinced myself that I… Continue reading My firstself is space

My secondself and thirdself are easy to identify and describe. My thirdself is everything from my “body” outward to the physical horizons. My secondself is everything “inside” of that body that I experience as thoughts, ideas, and aspirations around my head and crown, to emotions and bodily sensations that are distributed below. Both descriptions fit… Continue reading Describing my firstself