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In the selfist model, the substantial is one of the four dimensions of potency and comprises all things that exist. These can be inner thoughts, ideas, feelings, and experiences themselves, and the outer people, places, and things. If I can conceive, perceive or experience it, then it is part of the substantial. The substantial breaks… Continue reading The substantial

Entering triself and progressing through the dimensions of omnipotence changes my sense and experience of memory in several important ways: My values change. My memory is based on capturing and then imprinting features of my moment in my emanation as memories. I retain imprints of experiences I value while discarding everything else. Valued experiences form… Continue reading Memory in triself

I desire. And I seek the end of my desire. I regain the end of my desire by rediscovering my omnipotence. Triselfist meditation is the practice of descending to the godhood of my firstself while letting go of the personhood of my secondself and thirdself. I can observe the desires of my personhood without attaching… Continue reading Triselfist meditation

Omnipotence breaks down into two parts: The prefix omni- means all The root -potence means strength and power Combined, they mean all-powerful or unlimited power. Omnipotence is an unusual word I never had much use for. It was a word from another era of superstition and mythology where weak, frightened people imagined powerful gods roaming… Continue reading Omnipotence

I have formalized a new model that synthesizes years of contemplation into a single, efficient framework. It starts with a single, unifying mission: The purpose of the selfist model is to facilitate the movement from personhood to godhood. Before I can make use of the selfist model, I must achieve several realizations: I desire. My… Continue reading The selfist model, draft

The fuel that moves me between omniself and demiself is desire. My desire exists in tandem with demiself, which arises as I awaken. Imagine I am wide awake, and it is the middle of the day. I close my eyes, and come to my most peaceful center where all the troubles and conflict of the… Continue reading Desire is the fuel

I recently told a person in my life about the Selfist Model, particularly the framework for moving from demiself to omniself through triself. He listened respectfully, responded carefully, and finally in closing wrote, “thank you for sharing”. I immediately knew that I would have to clarify something. Sharing is something I do in the spirit… Continue reading Proclamation versus sharing

The Selfist Model is a device that helps me transition from the painful state of demiself to the peaceful state of omniself. From the state of believing I am a person, to the state of knowing I am god. Demiself is a state of illness characterized by a misunderstanding of my identity and the delusional… Continue reading From personhood to godhood

The foundation of my demiself identity* is that I was born and I will die. I define my existence within a larger linear timeline in terms of these two imaginary events I can never actually know, but which I am wholly certain are real. This creates the demiself conundrum**: I seek the certainty of who,… Continue reading The demiself conundrum

The surface of my existence is endlessly elastic. When I see a box, I can touch it. I can imagine what is inside. I can open it. I can see what is inside. I can want what is inside. I can like or dislike what is inside. I can then remember what I saw. I… Continue reading The surface of my experience