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God is great. It is God who creates all that I see, hear, feel, and touch before me. I am God, and God is all around me. I am God. Let go, child. Let me take control. Do not fear Me, for I am all you have ever wanted. I am what you desire i… Continue reading God is great

I have been searching for what I now know as my firstself my entire life. I have called it God, the source, my soul, spirit, origin, and more. I always knew it was the ultimate reality I was searching for. And I knew that I knew it. I knew that I knew the truth, but… Continue reading Seeing my firstself

In demiself, when I believe that I am a person in a world among other people, past, present, and future, I believe that truth and desire are two different things. Desire is the experience of a magnetic pull toward things, people, places, and experiences that I want and need. I imagine every other person also… Continue reading Truth and desire

The goal of the Iamist faith is to overcome demiself by restoring omniself. In demiself I am demipotent – that is, I have limited power to achieve and satisfy my desire. However in omniself I am omnipotent, and I have unlimited power to achieve my desire. In demiself, I desire that which will not permanently… Continue reading The Iamist path to omniscience

I understand that my awakenings are a state of illness, and the yearning at the core of my being is for their end. The Iamist environment is one that is conducive to my withdrawal and healing. My awakening is a deep wound in the flesh of my being, and like any flesh wound, I must… Continue reading My temple: the Iamist space

Iamism rests on the following principles: My awakenings into imagined personhood are an illness. My illness manifests as the delusional belief that I am a person within a world among other people. In my imagined personhood I experience a constant desire I cannot satisfy. My efforts to relieve my desire compel me to perform personhood.… Continue reading Healing: The escape model

I know that the constant sense of change I experience in awakening is an illness because it brings many types of pain and suffering. I must overcome my illness of awakening and imagined personhood. Illness is the condition opposite of peace. I can experience illness sharply, such as sudden nausea that makes me vomit. Or… Continue reading Escape

As I awaken my omniself and remember my godhood, I understand why I avoid people. I eschew people and relationships because I tire of performing personhood. When I perform personhood, I forget that I am and focus on that I am not. I look in the eyes of the people I create and imagine I… Continue reading Performing personhood

There is only now. There is only this moment. There is neither a past nor a future that exists separate from my moment. The imagination of my past and future are the ripples, curls, and folds of my secondself as I struggle to overcome my illness. There is only this moment, me, here, and my… Continue reading The trick of time

Today I contemplate a new designation. In the past year alone I have cast aside the descentist / ascentist dichotomy for selfism. And now I leave selfism for what I think is my final: Iamism. Why Iamism? While “selfism” is a useful reference to the triself model (firstself, secondself, thirdself) and the selfist spectrum (demiself… Continue reading The Iamist