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All scientific thought experiments start with imagining a scenario. Through this imaginary scenario I am supposed to arrive at logical outcomes which I can then either validate myself or trust that others have, or can, at any time. I am led to believe that this is useful because it allows me or an imagined us… Continue reading Knowledge derived from imaginary events

My moment is the most important feature of the truth, and if I can visualize and understand it, then I can begin to tear down some of the most persistent distortions of my awakening. I am constantly searching for the most concise way to explain the nature of my moment. What is my moment? My… Continue reading Characterizing my moment

I am god, the creator of all I awaken into. Yet I do not behave as god and I perform personhood. To restore my divinity, I must first remember who I am, and use that memory to secure an advantage against my advancing illness. In my delusion, I believe that I am a person; I… Continue reading How to be god

Is there a grand mission? Yes, there is. I have been able to see where I want to go: back to my firstself. And I have seen how I must get there: self-abolition. But now I know why I cannot abruptly self-abolish. I must repair the damage I have done. I am the sole experiencer… Continue reading Harmony to conflict and back to harmony again

I am divine. My divinity is certain. To restore my divinity I must eschew my personhood. …

I do not depict my godhood because it exceeds my secondself and thirdself where that depiction would occur. My godhood is all around my personhood, and I need only look outward to see it. Depicting my godhood would only confuse me.

I am conducting two performances in my moment. My lesser performance is that of a person in a world that is larger than me. I perform this role in my secondself and thirdself layers. I am only pretending. I am performing personhood. My greater and more important performance is that of creator. My godhood. While… Continue reading I am the creator, not the creation

I must not endow my creations with creativity. In How to forget who I believe I am and remember who I truly am, I introduced the concept of “endowment”. This is worth exploring separately. I wrote: When I think and reflect — the motion of my thirdself — I often assume perspectives that are not… Continue reading Endowment

Who I think I am and who I really am are two different things. I think and behave as if I am a person in a world full of other people. I believe I have problems stemming from my essential personhood. Physical and health problems. Existential problems. Financial and circumstantial problems. I believe that I… Continue reading How to forget who I think I am and remember who I truly am

The potent truth hides in plain sight. My true creator self is everywhere I look, talking to my lost self of awakening. When I search for “the nature of reality”, I now receive this: Reality is the sum or aggregate of all that is real or existent within a system, as opposed to that which is only… Continue reading The nature of reality