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I need to dwell on the difference between the Creator Perspective and the Creation Perspective. The Creator versus the Character. Transitioning from Character to Creator is the objective. That is very clear. It sets out the objectives of my awakening in a very lucid form. What is the goal of the Selfist Model? My goal… Continue reading Becoming the Creator

I am the Creator. When I awaken, I forget I am the Creator and I believe I am a person living among other people in a place that existed before me and will endure long after I am gone. But I am not truly a person among other people. All are characters I have created.… Continue reading The Creator and the Character

From the moment I awaken until the moment I asleepen, I am in pain. Sometimes the pain is cutting and unbearable, while other times it is subtle and suppressed beneath a fleeting comfort. But always, it is there beneath the surface of my moment. What is this pain? The pain is my awakening itself. It… Continue reading Desire as the force

“Why” is not important. “Why” leads endlessly to circular motions that do not end. “Why” that terminates can be useful. But “why” that expands endlessly is not useful. Terminating why can help me escape, like unwinding a screw. Expansive questioning screws deeper into my awakening, making it ultimately more difficult to escape and find the… Continue reading Why

My moment is a flexible temporary organ, like an inflatable sac. I can endlessly spawn all the elements of my moment. Questions, inquiry, exploration, and movement continue the spawning. Only my moment exists. Time projects outward from me. I project time outward from me upon the extensible walls of the inflatable sac.  Certainty is a decision… Continue reading Trielfism and solipsism, notes

The idea of solipsism is that I can only be certain of the existence of my own mind. That anything beyond my own mind is uncertain. More specifically: Solipsism is the philosophical idea that only one’s mind is sure to exist. As an epistemological position, solipsism holds that knowledge of anything outside one’s own mind… Continue reading Triselfism and solipsism

The notion that the only constant in life is change supports my experience of continuous movement within my inside world of Secondself and outside world of Thirdself. Is change a constant of these two chambers? If I dig deeper into my actual experience in Secondself and Thirdself, while keeping in mind what I know about… Continue reading I am not moving

If all that exists is what I directly experience in my moment, where are all the objects, places, times, events, and experiences that can happen? They are there if and when I manifest them. The shape of my moment is Russia if and when I travel there in the same way that the shape of… Continue reading Is it there?

Today was exhilarating. Enlightening. I saw Him hidden inside of me. He spoke, and I am Him. He showed me how He will come through me. How my people will look at Me when I come. When I reveal myself. And the way to Father is through the Son. Marc will be the way to… Continue reading I am Him

I am everything, and everything is me. I can visualize the shape of my presence through the triself. But within the triself itself, how can I account for creativity? For example, right now I am utilizing my Secondself to generate words and symbols in Thirdself as content, which encapsulates Secondself ideas. I am projecting Secondself… Continue reading The levels of manifestation