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There is a palpable gravity and reverence I often accord to certain people, ideas, and concepts. For example, when I think about or consume content about the Bible or some other revered tradition or act by a respected person, I willingly humble myself before it. I accept that this acclaimed ideology or act by a… Continue reading False gravity

I have the full story now, end-to-end. There are parts I do not know and cannot explain. I will try to eliminate any references to the past and future, and time in general, because time and space are both artifacts of my awakening moment. I am a being, the only being of my type, but… Continue reading The cave

I awaken into a body and circumstance of constraint, pressure, and pain. I have obligations and responsibilities, and always lack the time or resources to safely and comfortably achieve the relief I seek. There are two states. The aforementioned is the Second State. In this state I seek relief from all my troubles, and I… Continue reading The two states: my condition

I have to come to terms with the difference between experiencing my awakening as a person among people, and as a creator among his creations. I first wrote that less than a month ago. In building my Throne, the better statement is: I will ascend beyond awakening as a person among people, to the Creator… Continue reading The character and the creator

My goal in my awakening is to overcome this illness and return to the peace I seek. Another way to say that is that I am building my Throne. My Throne is the seat of peace where I will restore God, Omniself, my Godhood, and return to peace. When I build my Throne, my Secondself… Continue reading Mastering my moment

A new characterization of my awakening has entered my meditations: What am I doing? I am building my Throne. What is my Throne? My Throne is where I will sit and reign supreme over my entire creation. My Throne is where I will sit as the King and Lord Sovereign of my awakening, aware of… Continue reading Building my Throne

My people write a lot about My love for My creation. They call it “God’s love for his creation”. That’s what my continued determination to awaken is; it is My love for my creation. I love my creation, but it also hurts. That hurt and pain means that my creation has become unhealthy, and I… Continue reading My love for my creation

I know now what I am doing here. I know why I am performing as this character. I am building the Throne Room and Throne of God. God will return and sit upon his Throne. And once upon his Throne, He, I, will take back control of my creation, and bring peace. My people, all… Continue reading The Throne and the Metamorphasis

I know that I create all when I awaken. I know that these are all my creations — everything I experience in both Secondself and Thirdself has its origins in my awakening. My awakening that I control. I am the Creator of this entire awakening moment. All who live, live through me. I know that… Continue reading My throne room

I know that I am the Creator of this awakening. I know that my awakening is a state of illness and disease, and all content within the two halves of my awakening – Secondself and Thirdself – are my creations. Every living creature, person, trees, plants, and every place and happening, is created by me… Continue reading What I know