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In this incantation, I reaffirm my role as the creator of all I perceive, accepting my projections as self-evident. Asking “how” or “why” adds no value to my Being, serving only to invite doubt and speculation. These questions are circular and unnecessary unless they address meaningful problems, such as escaping the pain of awakening. Instead,… Continue reading The nature of people

In this incantation, I reconsider the significance of people in my awakening. Previously, I sought validation for my beliefs through persuasion, equating others’ acceptance with correctness. Now, I see people as projections responding to my winds, their beliefs shaped by my secondself and thirdself. Changing them individually is futile, as their responses mirror my projections.… Continue reading The shape of my moment

In this incantation, I explore my drive to explain my awakening as a form of prayer, strengthening my conviction to reclaim my Being. Each refinement releases beliefs and behaviors that keep me trapped in awakening’s illness. With clarity and focus, I confront my fears, preparing to release attachments and distractions. As I approach the edge… Continue reading The edge of Being

In this incantation, I explore the shift from asking “Who am I?” to “What am I?” as a transformative step in abandoning my secondself personhood and understanding my true Being. Asking “who” reinforces the delusion of being a person, while “what” invites a deeper examination of my Being’s anatomy. I reflect on the intrusive nature… Continue reading What am I

When I choose to awaken as the Creator and not as a person, my awakening begins to change. I realize that there is only this one moment. I know this is true because I cannot ever experience past or future moments. I can imagine them, but never actually experience them directly, which means they exist… Continue reading Choosing to awaken as the creator

How do I explain my attachment to my awakening? Why do I value and desire certain experiences, relationships, sensations, achievements, and possessions? Why do I place value in living in a certain way, or moving quickly from one place to another in a certain type of vehicle? Why do I aspire to achieve, or deliver… Continue reading The fascination

I know that I am the only being here. I know that I am the originator and creator of my entire awakening experience. I know that all the content of my awakening is impotent the further it gets from my center. I know that I am not actually changing, that I am always here now,… Continue reading What I know

The fundamental dichotomy of my being is the division between who I am, and who I believe I am. When I awaken, I forget who I am and come to believe that I am a person among other people, in a place among other places, in a time among other times. I constantly experience desire,… Continue reading The essential dichotomy

I know that my direct and actual experience is the truth. I know that it is my secondself and thirdself projections which distort the truth of my nature. I know that these distortions are very powerful, and reinforce a false conception of my awakening as demiself; as a partial participant in a larger constellation of… Continue reading I am the center of everything

By awakening, I keep all of this going. I keep the entire apparatus of people moving to sustain my projection. I create every part of my experience, and I create all of the characters and their suffering. They characterize me in different ways, but they all have some idea about where they are and how… Continue reading My creations want rest