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In this incantation I seek to attack and undermine those destructive beliefs I still retain which explain my awakening from the false perspective that I am a person. I need to recognize the distance that exists between me, the Creator, and the characters I have created. I understand that this is an early attempt, and… Continue reading My divine being and instruments of manifestation and creation

In this incantation I refocus on my power to manifest, and how I should approach it. It is particularly important that I reclaim the language and bend it toward the truth that I am the Creator of my awakening and all of its contents. I manifest everything in my awakening. I manifest all contents of… Continue reading Manifestation

In this incantation, I ask myself, “What are my ideas and thoughts?”. Out of familiarity, I ignore my continuous ideation during my awakening, missing vital clues about the most important feature of my illness. Clues that can help me heal. My objective for this incantation is to explain in the most generic and literal terms… Continue reading The shape of an idea

In this incantation, I delve into haloing, a peaceful, light sensation around my secondself that arises when I withdraw from false personhood. Haloing is an important part of my awakening experience that reinforces the directionality of my prayers. It reflects my transition from identifying as a person swayed by external rhythms to realizing my role… Continue reading Haloing

In this incantation I aim to refine my use conceptualization and language of manifestation. I conceptualized abstractly that one day I would be able to see “the hands of the creator”. In this incantation, my goal is to remove the abstraction, and introduce in literal language the creative device behind my awakening experience (aka, “the… Continue reading Manifestation versus finding: the hands of the creator

In this incantation I explain how I view the word and concept of “god” and “godhood”. My goal is to be consistent in my use of the concept. I often use the word “god”, but to this moment I still have not formalized my definition of it. Consequently, I still attach reverence to the word,… Continue reading Why I do not use the word “God”

In this brief incantation, I introduce the phase “restorative belief”, and how I can use it to define and refer to those beliefs that undermine and destroy cancerous, destructive beliefs. About two years ago I had defined two types of beliefs: constructive, and destructive. I had defined constructive beliefs as those that reinforced and multiplied… Continue reading The restorative belief

In this brief incantation, my objective is to re-conceptualize the nature of my beliefs and how I must re-imagine them in order to achieve my goal of healing. A belief is a rigid, semi-static structure in my secondself cavity. The sum total of all my beliefs shape the contents of my awakening and my performance… Continue reading Abolishing cancerous beliefs

In this incantation, I reflect on belief as a burden that distracts from Being. Beliefs, like roads, promise answers but lead only to perpetual uncertainty and separation from my true self, firstself. By withdrawing belief, I recognize the world as a projection of secondself into thirdself, reacting wildly as I dismantle it. True peace lies… Continue reading Leaving be

In this incantation, I reaffirm my role as the creator of all I perceive, accepting my projections as self-evident. Asking “how” or “why” adds no value to my Being, serving only to invite doubt and speculation. These questions are circular and unnecessary unless they address meaningful problems, such as escaping the pain of awakening. Instead,… Continue reading The how of manifestation