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In this incantation I summarize the role that questions play in my awakening, and how to identify those worth asking while ignoring all others. Questions are one of the more nefarious parts of my awakening because their ability to produce limitless newness is compelling.  I once believed that questions were a capability I could use… Continue reading Questions: Endless and meaningless variety

In this incantation I ask myself a simple question: Will they come after me when they know that I know? The only thing keeping my creation alive is the creator. And if the creator decides to end the creation, will the creation turn against its creator? Will my creation turn against me? I was on… Continue reading Will my creation come after me?

In this incantation I aim to explore the relationship between my degree of conviction and the concept of the subsurface, which I have recently become very interested in. Are my subsurface and my conviction interchangeable?   As I have presently defined them, the surface comprises everything I am experiencing in my moment. There is a sensation… Continue reading Conviction and the subsurface

In this incantation I ask myself some generic questions I find among the people. This exercise helps strengthen my Iamist perspective and disarm specific constructs I often come across. Where did I come from? I did not come from anywhere, and I never went anywhere. I’ve  always been here. I am not actually moving. I… Continue reading Just for fun – Some questions

In this incantation I examine the way I look at and behave toward my creations. Until I see them for what they are, I will not be able to manifest them as my creations. I will continue to manifest them as my fellow humans. I must look up on them, not as beings like myself,… Continue reading How would the creator behave around his creations

I cannot remember when I stopped using plural first-person language like “us” and “we”, but I can say that it has dramatically changed the way I think and view my awakenings. Notably: I only think about what I know: me. I am beginning to detach from the idea that I am part of the same… Continue reading Never leave singular first-person perspective

In this incantation I take the next step in the re-characterization of my awakening as a cramp in my firstself flesh, and examine the act of “letting go”. By gently releasing the tension in the various areas of my awakening, I will be able to hasten my healing and experience a less traumatic and painful… Continue reading The tension of desire: my healing is about wanting less

In this incantation I ask myself the question: Have I finally found the single analogy that can bring clarity to my entire awakening? When everything comes together in one framework, I can hone one single perspective, defeating and overcoming all the complexities that have worked their way into my understanding of my awakening. My awakening… Continue reading The final analogy?

In this incantation I explain how I can see my firstself right now. I only have to be aware of what I am looking at. And it is in this incantation that I arrive at yet another description of my awakening as a “cramp”. I can close my eyes at any time and detach my… Continue reading The true shape of firstself

In this incantation I express the truth that what I seek is right here with me in every single moment. Heaven is real. Heaven is the peace I seek, absent this awakening illness and the painful desire that comes with it. Heaven is right now, right here. I do not have to go anywhere I… Continue reading Heaven awaits