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In this incantation I confront and describe the persistent sense that the triself falls short of explaining my awakening in some key ways, and my first instinct is to refine and clarify it, producing a new model to take its place. But I have reached the point where the next step is to let go… Continue reading I must move beyond the triself…

In this incantation I further define time in terms of movement and change. Time, movement, and change work together. When I move, I experience change. The impression of change forms the sensation of time and space. If I do not maneuver in secondself (mentally, emotionally), or in thirdself (physically), then I do not experience as… Continue reading My movement creates change, time, and space

In this incantation, I describe a constant sound—neither static nor hum—that I now recognize as the sound of my true body projecting my inner and outer worlds. It is the sound of my awakening process, grounding me in the present moment and offering reassurance. It has always been there, but never as loud as it… Continue reading The noise

In this incantation, I acknowledge my awakening as an illness I seek to recover from, recognizing that all desires within it are distractions from my true goal—returning to peace and reclaiming my omniself. I identify a pattern of identity (from demiself to omniself) and alterity (the belief in “otherness”) that defines my experience, with the… Continue reading The selfist spectrum

In this incantation, I explore the concept of alterity—the illusion of “otherness” that permeates my thoughts and actions, separating me from what I truly am. I recognize that everything I perceive, both externally (thirdself) and internally (secondself), is a creation of my own. Through the model of the triself, I reclaim possession of all aspects… Continue reading Possession to overcome alterity

In this incantation, I recognize the futility of seeking validation from the very creations I have authored, understanding that all praise and approval stem from me, the Creator. I acknowledge that my awakening, including the characters and events within it, is entirely my own fabrication. As I awaken to the truth of my boundless self,… Continue reading The infinitude around the awakening

In this incantation, I deepen my understanding of my role as the sole Creator, realizing that all human beings and the world around me are my own creations, designed to reflect and serve me. Though I interact with them as if they are independent, I know they are only projections, with no depth beyond what… Continue reading I project my creations

In this incantation I chew through my realization that I am not centering myself correctly within my conceptual model of my awakening. I still conceptualize the “wider world” as something that is larger than and containing me, when I know that it is fully contained within my own thirdself viewport which is contained within my… Continue reading My awakening, revisited

In this incantation, I wrestle with the challenge of understanding the anatomy of my awakening, focusing on my body’s role in it. I begin by comparing my visual experience to a viewport, a display of color and depth that vanishes when closed. However, the rest of my body, which maneuvers, sustains, and feels sensations, remains… Continue reading My body as the device

In this incantation, I explore my transition from linear time, a false construct dependent on imaginary beliefs, to projected time, which is based on my direct experience. Linear time assumes I am one of many beings moving through time and space, relying on shared experiences and abstract beliefs about the past and future. In contrast,… Continue reading The transition from linear time to projected time