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In this incantation, I reflect on the truth of my being, which I can know instantly and directly, without any aid from secondself (thoughts) or thirdself (experiences). The truth is always present in my moment, but it is obscured by beliefs in time, space, and other beings. By closing my eyes, I stop projecting illusions… Continue reading I can directly know and validate the Truth now

In this incantation, I reflect on the concept of “universe” and reject it as a misleading construct. The idea of a vast, external universe implies something larger than me, but I know that nothing is larger than my own being. The “universe” is merely an abstract secondself projection imposed on my thirdself experience. My reality… Continue reading Demanifesting the “universe”

In this incantation, I reflect on my increasing awareness of the power I hold over my moment. I no longer predict the future but rather create the contents of my experience. As I minimize the distance between “me” and my projections, I gain greater control over my moment, reducing the gap between knowing and happening.… Continue reading Momentary sovereignty

This incantation is an abbreviated summary of a conversation I recently had over chat with a close family member. In that exchange I summarize how I now understand time, and how I move back and forth between the Personal and Selfist perspectives. It feels very concise and clear. My interlocutor’s comments are indented and italicized.… Continue reading Progress in casual articulation

In this incantation, I describe the fundamental experiment that can reveal the truth of my Being: closing and opening my eyes. This simple action holds the key to understanding everything, as it reveals the shift between my secondself (inner thoughts) and thirdself (external projections). With my eyes closed, I am free from the illusions of… Continue reading The fundamental spectrum: Eyes closed to eyes open

In this incantation, I reflect on the tension between my belief in a linear timeline, which governs my practical awakening, and the truth of selfist achronism, where only the present moment exists. My awakening is driven by the illusion of time, filled with obligations, regrets, and future commitments. Yet, I know that this timeline is… Continue reading Selfist achronism

In this incantation, I reflect on my previous obsession with measuring and documenting aspects of my life, recognizing that these efforts were driven by my desire for external validation from imaginary “people.” Now, I see that such pursuits are futile and no longer seek approval or recognition. I explore the various dimensions of my awakening—social,… Continue reading The dimensions of my awakening

In this incantation, I realize that the distance between me and God is simply the distortion caused by my awakening. When I close my eyes, I see my true self—an unending ball of energy, my real Home. The movement I experience when my eyes are open represents the extent of my illness, pulling me away… Continue reading The movement

In this incantation, I describe the “rinse” as the process of clearing away the delusional layers of my awakening. I aim to detach from secondhand experiences—like memories of my childhood or my mother’s—which are mere imaginary constructs anchoring me to personhood. Through writing and self-reflection, I gradually remove the unnecessary elements of my moment, smoothing… Continue reading The great rinse

In this incantation, I reflect on a profound state of detachment, where external surroundings—whether in the heart of Kathmandu or elsewhere—hold no sway over my internal equilibrium. I realize that my sense of excitement has dwindled to just two things: my digital creations and the simple pleasure of food. Despite the isolation, I take pride… Continue reading Unmoved