Author: sonsot

Two other characteristics of people like me: I am envious of people who are couragous enough to commit suicide. I have had and indulged the thought that if I was given the choice to die right now without any further action I would say yes without hesitation. I know what life is and I’m trapped… Continue reading October 15, 2019, Sethan, Himachal Pradesh

I feel like this description accurately captures what I’ve been trying to say: there is the Observer, and the Person (Marc). Is the Observer “god”? I’m not ready to commit to that, but I think that is the direction. The Observer is the perspective that precdes the Person — it has been there since my… Continue reading October 8, 2019, Greater Noida

Everything is motion. There’s a fragile relationship between the motion of my existence and the meaning I attribute to it. On the one hand, it is all tightly bound together – there are events unfolding in chronological succession with specific meaning. A “life” is happening with attributes with names and agreements. That life, succinctly, is… Continue reading October 7, 2019, Greater Noida

Watching a movie and it said – “We don’t just live in the universe, the universe lives in us”. I like that and it really hits at my philosophy and reminds me of the crossed aggregations I used to draw. We really are just existing at the intersection of all of these dimensions – and… Continue reading September 21, 2019, Flight Delhi to Kuwait

4/18/02 When we distinguish left from right, right from left, up from down, good from bd, we are really only identifying a single aspect of the reality in one moment. A moment is artificial, observed by us but not existing anywhere else but our mind. What we don’t realize is that up will become down,… Continue reading Journal from April 18, 2002