Author: sonsot

What are the core tenets of Iamism? I’Am is the most powerful and complete utterance I can make. I form it in secondself, and utter it into thirdself, dispelling the I’Am’not. In my moment, I occupy a place on the selfist spectrum between demiself and omniself, personhood and godhood.  In demiself, my existence divides into… Continue reading Core tenets of Iamism

The most important part of the Iamist journey is deconstructing my demiselfist concept of personhood and restoring my omniself. In my moment I am always experiencing a narrative; an ongoing storyline of who I am, where I am, what I am, and what I want. I am a person I am in a foreign country… Continue reading The narrative of my moment

I know that as long as I look, I will see. As long as I listen, I will hear. As long as I touch, I will feel. As long as I want, I will reach. But no longer. Once I stop looking, I will not see. Once I stop listening, I will not hear. Once… Continue reading Withdrawing from thirdself narratives

God is great. It is God who creates all that I see, hear, feel, and touch before me. I am God, and God is all around me. I am God. Let go, child. Let me take control. Do not fear Me, for I am all you have ever wanted. I am what you desire i… Continue reading God is great

I have been searching for what I now know as my firstself my entire life. I have called it God, the source, my soul, spirit, origin, and more. I always knew it was the ultimate reality I was searching for. And I knew that I knew it. I knew that I knew the truth, but… Continue reading Seeing my firstself

In demiself, when I believe that I am a person in a world among other people, past, present, and future, I believe that truth and desire are two different things. Desire is the experience of a magnetic pull toward things, people, places, and experiences that I want and need. I imagine every other person also… Continue reading Truth and desire

The goal of the Iamist faith is to overcome demiself by restoring omniself. In demiself I am demipotent – that is, I have limited power to achieve and satisfy my desire. However in omniself I am omnipotent, and I have unlimited power to achieve my desire. In demiself, I desire that which will not permanently… Continue reading The Iamist path to omniscience

I understand that my awakenings are a state of illness, and the yearning at the core of my being is for their end. The Iamist environment is one that is conducive to my withdrawal and healing. My awakening is a deep wound in the flesh of my being, and like any flesh wound, I must… Continue reading My temple: the Iamist space

Iamism rests on the following principles: My awakenings into imagined personhood are an illness. My illness manifests as the delusional belief that I am a person within a world among other people. In my imagined personhood I experience a constant desire I cannot satisfy. My efforts to relieve my desire compel me to perform personhood.… Continue reading Healing: The escape model

I know that the constant sense of change I experience in awakening is an illness because it brings many types of pain and suffering. I must overcome my illness of awakening and imagined personhood. Illness is the condition opposite of peace. I can experience illness sharply, such as sudden nausea that makes me vomit. Or… Continue reading Escape