Author: sonsot

In this incantation, I introduce the concept of “impulse” as the foundational force driving all my actions, desires, and movements across triself. Unlike “desire,” which feels too narrow and final, “impulse” encompasses the full spectrum of my experience—from the initial stirrings of a want to the final actions taken in worldself, bodyself, and mindself. Impulse… Continue reading Impulse

In this incantation, I define Unwakenism as a journey toward healing by undoing my fragmented self. Through the understanding of the triself—mindself, bodyself, and worldself—I seek to return to the coreself, the pure essence beyond the illusion of existence. The unwakenist embraces the truth that everything, including perception and reality, is a unified experience meant… Continue reading Tenets of Unwakenism

In this incantation, I question the endless cycle of awakening into a reality that causes me pain, one tied to the triself: mindself, bodyself, and worldself. I long for the peaceful, unchanging state of coreself, a place I know exists because my desire reflects its truth. Yet, I remain trapped in nurturing these three selves,… Continue reading Why I want to unwaken

In this incantation, I recognize that my entire existence in the present moment is a self-fabricated delusion, a manifestation of my “triself” — my mindself, bodyself, and worldself. My awakening is a state where I project convictions, memories, and beliefs onto an illusion of time, space, and identity, fabricating the entire structure of my reality,… Continue reading Find my premoment

In this incantation, I introduce my “coreself,” a term that replaces the “firstself” I’ve used for years. Unlike firstself, which feels distant and misaligned with my experience, coreself is something I can immediately sense and locate. It is the origin of everything in my awakening, connecting mindself, bodyself, and worldself, each projected in different directions… Continue reading My coreself

In this incantation, I embrace unwakening, a return to the peaceful valley where my mindself, bodyself, and worldself—each a projection of my being—are reconciled. As my expressions align with my true experience, the once clouded and disconnected words I uttered become clear, confident, and truthful. These three projections, though distinct in form and sensation, arise… Continue reading The new triself model

In this incantation, the role of the worldself steward, or sanctuary steward, emerges as the devoted keeper of my awakening sanctuary, a sacred space designed to facilitate my unwakening. The steward’s responsibility is to meticulously maintain an environment of undisturbed tranquility, ensuring that the sanctuary aligns perfectly with the needs of my awakening process. Their… Continue reading My sanctuary steward

In this incantation, my unwakening begins with the realization that my creation and experience are one—there is no separation between the moment of creation and the moment of experiencing it. I am not a being among beings but the force that projects all into existence, the divine source behind every moment. As I let go… Continue reading Reconciling my premoment and moment

In this incantation, I recognize the subtle shift from my personal model, where I exist as one among many, to the divine model, where I am the creator and all is my creation. The hand-off between these two perspectives involves moving beyond the belief that people and events exist independently of my observation. Instead, I… Continue reading The unwakening model

In this incantation, I remember a time when I believed in the shared humanity of those around me, seeing them as real beings with their own lives and histories. But now, I see clearly that they are mere projections, characters I create on the screen of my awakening. Their existence lasts only as long as… Continue reading Coming out as the creator