In this incantation, I reflect on how formation and unformation define my existence. Formation shapes my reality into beliefs and obligations, binding me to time and identity, while unformation dissolves these structures, allowing me to access infinite potential. From this state, I can intentionally reform my moment, shaping my reality anew. By recognizing time as a product of formation, I embrace my role as both creator and creation within a fluid, boundless field of being and awareness.
In the stillness of closing my eyes, I encounter a profound realization: the very fabric of my existence—my “moment”—is not fixed. It is a malleable field, stretching inward as thoughts, feelings, and memories, and outward as objects, places, and space. My moment, as I perceive it, is an artifact of formation, and its counterpart, unformation, is the gateway to pure awareness.
Formation: The Shaping of My Awakening
Formation is the act of crystallizing experience into beliefs, circumstances, and obligations. When I open my eyes, my moment takes shape. Memories solidify, events acquire meaning, and I am compelled to respond. I believe things have happened and that I must act—or risk consequences ranging from legal repercussions to the disappointment of those around me.
This belief-driven formation creates a narrative—a structure to my reality. I am bound to this narrative by the sense of responsibility and obligation to maintain its continuity. Formation is my awakening into the world of constructs, where time flows, actions matter, and relationships demand my attention.
Unformation: Returning to the Center
Closing my eyes, I unform my moment. I let go of the rigid structures of belief and the stories I tell myself about the past and future. In this state, the dimensions of my moment dissolve—time, space, and identity fall away. There is no before or after, no here or there. There is only me.
This process of unforming is not a rejection of reality but a suspension of its form. I am no longer bound by what I have shaped; instead, I return to the infinite potential of my premoment—the space before formation, where nothing has yet taken shape.
The Power to Reform
From this unformed state, I realize that I hold the power to reform my moment. Every thought, memory, or feeling I bring into focus becomes a part of my newly formed reality. But this time, I do so with intention. I carefully choose which features of my inner moment to shape—specific people, ideas, or emotions—and I place them gently within my moment.
In doing so, I see these formations for what they truly are: not external forces, but artifacts within me. They are contained by something larger—my coreself. They exist within the boundless field of my awareness, not outside it.
Time as a Product of Formation
Formation creates time. When I form my moment, its size and scope stretch across a timeline. The larger the moment I form, the deeper it extends into the past, the future, and even the realm of imagination. Time is not an independent entity; it is the interpretation of my moment’s size and complexity.
Unforming collapses time. In the unformed state, there is no movement, no sequence—only stillness. When I reform my moment, I reintroduce time. It races outward, shaping my perception of past, future, and the present. The size of my moment dictates the depth of time I experience.
The Mystical Premoment
The premoment—the state before formation—is a mystical space. It is the source of everything I wish to create. To access it, I must believe in its existence and trust that it contains all I desire. It is not a distant or abstract place; it is here, now, waiting to be shaped.
By embracing the interplay of formation and unformation, I realize that my moment is entirely mine to create. I am not a passive observer of reality but the active shaper of it. My awakening lies in this dynamic process: forming, unforming, and reforming my moment with intention and clarity.
In this way, I step into the field of infinite possibility, where time, space, and self are fluid, and where I am both the creator and the created.
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