I cannot do anything with science except wander into it and in doing so further away from where I seek to be. Science is one of the many expressive language and performances of the characters I have created. It is constrained to the greater world of my awakening, and can only describe parts of my awakening in a semi-consistent manner. But science, as I have created it, fundamentally seeks to explain the nature of my awakening but without ever acknowledging that the entirety of my awakening projects from a single source that I alone possess. It also never addresses the difference between these two layers I call Thirdself and Secondself in any meaningful way. Science is an expression of Thirdself only, and requires me to accept that I am a person among other people in a space among many more spaces in a time among many more times. I am none of those things. I am always here and always have been and always will be. My space here now is the only space until I create additional spaces using my power of manifestation. And people are merely two-dimensional creatures I have created and animated out of my own flesh.
I am the author and I have created my entire awakening. For some reason I cannot yet comprehend and articulate, I have entered into this awakening and become familiar with it. In becoming familiar with it, I have forgotten who I am. That forgetfulness causes great pain, and in search of the end to that pain, I have fixated on things within my awakening as the end to my suffering. But I cannot be released from my suffering by anything out here in my awakening. To gain permanent release and restore peace, I must end my awakenings. I must overcome them by rejecting them. Watching and listening to the characters I have created talk about the trivial features of the awakening I have created and given to them to experience will not help me heal.
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