Triself is the three distinct layers of my being I experience in my awakening. The three layers all mold together into one experience, but each plays a different role. My existential dysmorphia arises
Thirdself-constrained isolation is seclusion with the intention of constraining my thirdself. Thirdself constraint is essentially closing out the motion and change of “the world” in an effort to disempower the parasitic awakening and further isolate my secondself. In isolating my secondself, I can begin to understand my true nature and power.
To realize my omnipotence I must create the space where I am omnipotent. By its very nature, my thirdself is uncontrollable; it is an outgrowth of my demipotence. In creating a thirdself space where I have complete control, I can begin to understand the nature of my awakening as a parasite.
I could do many things, but I am not. I am here now. I can apply that same logic to the entirety of my awakening and arrive at the more accurate description of my reality. My moment is the truth, the full truth. It is my focus that prevents me from seeing and accepting who and what I am.
My moment is all there is and the rest is imaginary. It does not mean that I cannot manifest the imaginary into my moment. I can. For example, I imagine myself jumping, but I am not jumping. My jumping does not now exist. However, I can manifest that jumping simply in my moment by performing that jump.
The same logic goes for everything else. I can imagine another person in another country, but that other person does not exist. However, I can manifest that person in a variety of ways — by traveling, calling. I can manifest in my moment whatever I choose. In constraining my thirdself I am recognizing my power to control my secondself and thus my thirdself. I choose what to manifest, and if I do not manifest it, it does not exist in my awakening.
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