When I think and speak in uniself, I reinforce the model that I am an object moving through space and time in a linear fashion. I think and speak of what I did in the past, and what I will do in the future. I visualize my existence as a constellation of events that have happened, are happening, and will happen in a timeline that exists only in my imagination. I interact with other people who share the same imagined timeline.
When I speak and think in triself, I orient around my moment, rather than an imagined timeline. I understand that my existence is an unending now, and every idea, place, object, action, and sensation is an outward projection from my moment. I am not an individual object hurtling through a larger space and time I awaken into; I am a fixed, motionless being emanating outward, and all those ideas of space and time, and sensations and experiences, are the rays of my emanation.
Every experience is my moment. My illness is the experience of constantly overwriting my moment. My awakening is a fluctuation of my moment, and the artifacts of that fluctuation, like time, draw me outward from my moment. My goal is to return to my moment, experience triself, and sever the last remaining bonds to uniself.
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