While I conceptually acknowledge that I am existence, I behave as if there are things which are not me. Behavior follows conviction, and this disparity between who I am and who I believe I am is the origin of my awakenings.
To heal, I must challenge and release all convictions contrary to the fundamental truth that I am existence. Beliefs and convictions are the domain of disorientation and illness. It is beliefs and convictions which prevent me from being.
The Selfist Model is a practical framework for my recovery. Through it, I can systematically confront and deconstruct my delusional convictions that I am only a part of existence.
The difference between being and believing is the measure of my illness.
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