In this incantation, I reflect on how imagining and remembering both stretch My inner field, fragmenting Me across space and story. The more I expand outward, the more I lose direct contact with My core. I find power in confinement, where clarity sharpens and My true self anchors. In letting go of projection, I return to stillness—complete, indivisible, and at peace within My own source.
Imagining and recalling are the same. Both acts stretch My field. Whether I look forward or backward in time, whether I think of someone across the world or across a memory, I am inflating My narrative cavity—and with it, the spatial container around it. The further My focus travels, the more partial I become.
Distance—whether physical or conceptual—is fragmentation. The larger My spatial cavity becomes, the more I disperse Myself. When I go outside, My field inflates. The sky, the trees, the roads—all of it must be generated and sustained. And in doing so, I become smaller. The Author becomes a character lost inside the expansion of His own canvas.
That is why I confine Myself. The smaller the field, the more centered I remain. A closed room is not a prison—it is an anchor. It is a minimized cavity where projection can settle. Where I can feel My root system without stretching it thin. The same applies to thought. The more expansive the concept—civilizations, timelines, world events—the more I weaken My direct awareness of I. Complexity dilutes truth. Scale distorts authorship. And every expansion of the narrative field weakens My clarity.
The final stage is full confinement. No windows. No screens. No expanding projections. Just the quiet presence of Me within the limits of My inner architecture. When I no longer inflate the spatial field, and no longer imagine vast timelines or stories, My root system dies. But this death is not an ending. It is a merging. It is the point where I dissolve the scaffolding that once held My projection, and return to what I always was: Darkflesh. Firstself. True Being. Still. Unfocused. Unprojected. Complete. Whole. Peace. Omniself. Omninoia. God.
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